crisis..X(

emmkayy.. since im the only child, my parents are always expecting me to be like this, like that, and would always compare me to other people.. that really really irritates me.. the last time that my mom and i argued she said: "kahit kelan talaga d ko nakita mga pangarap ko para sa iyo" and that's like ouch.. im trying to fit the her standards but then parang wala parin.. :( what happens now is that sumtyms i just don't mind them..

last night, i got irritated coz since we don't have a maid, i have to help them clean the house and yes i helped them but then i still have tons of homework so i have to divide my time.. then we have this girl, her name is maribel, she's working for us as a saleslady, since she's living with us, she also helped clean the house.. 6pm, my friend texted me that we don't have classes today, so instead of doing my other homework, i just ironed our clothes.. then my mom is saying over and over again, "maribel, kain na, kumuha ka jan ng pagkain oh.. kung gus2 mo magluto ka nalang" and that really pisses me off! know y?? coz she said it for like 5 times, and im like, doesn't she know how to think on her own, shehas her own brain and she can manage eating, she doesn't have to say it over and over again! o.O

When i told that to my mom, i heard her mumble and she said, "ang salbahe talaga" and i was like wth?!?! grrrr!! nkakainis!! >.<

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